Steak Night

Yes, you are right..I am dancing like this becauseeee....tonight is the steak night!!!



We're goin to steak night...we're gonna eat it right!!

The Gentlemen's Rant : Facebook


I guess this is why I hate Facebook so much that I deleted it. Ever since I deleted it, I feel so much freedom in my life and I don't have to read all people's miserable life anymore. I mean do they have to posted their food pictures?Wtf. Like I fucking care about your food. Oh, you're fucking broke up with your bf. So? So, you hate your sister? Oh, why don't you post a status about it because probably Barrack Obama could help you. Yeah, I know, I know...I'm weird. But, I don't give a fucking damn because I have a lovely boyfriend, loving family, cutest pets, and a joyful life. So, I don't need facebook.

I'm aching to be free

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die,
I can fly, my friends!


-Queen-

OMGness It's November

Yup,yup It's November and guess what...I am still waaaaiiiiiting....(sigh)..seriously, I want this to be over, I want to have my own happily ever after ending. Why oh why???

Nowhere Fast

Will I ever get to
To where it is that I am going?
Will I ever follow through with what I
With what I had planned
I guess It's possible
That I have been a bit distracted
and the directions for me
are a lot less in demand, in demand

Will I ever get to where I'm going?
If I do, will I know when I'm there?
If the wind blew me in the right direction,
Would I even care? I would

I take a look around
It's evident the scene has changed
And there at times when I'm feel improved
Improved upon the past
Then there are times when I
Can't seem to understand it at all
and yes it seems as though I'm going nowhere really fast
Nowhere fast

I Can't Wait!

I'm so exciteeedddd...I am keeping my finger cross!(dance happily)

Bloody Friend

I have a so-called friend. She used to be my bff. She's so seasonal. I don't know what is wrong with her but she needs to fix her personality. Why she makes everything so hard??She is being too dramatic and emo. She doesn't text or call me. I am assuming she hates me and I did ask her before why she didn't call or text me. She said she needed space. Space?for what? stupidly I gave her space for like a year!! And now I get it, she wanted me to disappear from her life.

Anyhoo, I don't give a monkey balls. If you want your space, I'll remove you from my life. It's easy. If you hate me for no fucking reason, I'll hate you back foooorrr no reason. It's simple. To you my ex bff, if you read this please delete my number in your phone because you don't need it anymore and stop trashing me in your facebook. It was so childish and stupid. You are lucky because I don't print screen it and paste it in here because I deactivated my fb.ow..and you're good now because I already give you your space. I leave you forever!Bwahahahahahaha...and now I'm happy...

Lonely

This is me today...sad and lonely...gotta find a way to kill this loneliness!

Or should I sing this song all the way to home in slow motion walk?


Or should I pretend that I am creative and make some craft that obviously will look like a crap?

Google and found this. thought it was a mutant butterfly or something. turns out it was a spider. Good effort (laughing so hard it makes me cry)

Or should I take a poo poo and check my poop whether I am healthy or not?

Do you really want me to put a picture of my poop here??Sick!

Anyhoo...I am proud to say that I am healthy!Woohoo~~!!!

Should I play with my little monster (kitten) until he pee on me? He loves doing that when he gets too excited. What a weird creature yet cute as hell!

Sigh!I hope tomorrow is better than today! (sing 'lonely' and walk in slow motion)...

Pics : Courtesy of Google

The Pink Ribbon



What's with the pink ribbon?friend ask me this stupid question. Well, since every time I see pink ribbons around me oh why don't I look for a blog template that has pink ribbon in it. It looks kinda cool and oh that would probably answer your stupid question just now...Teeeeeeettttt~!!!!...wrong!okay...The pink ribbon is to create breast cancer awareness among citizens especially woman like me...sangat2 penting tau...I am really aware of this. I once ada aunt yang sangat2 baik. Cancer took her. Weird was, arwah xde pun sakit sebelum ni. Mom said yang dia menjaga pemakanan dan hanya mengambil makanan yang sihat, tidak berminyak and tinggi kolestrol. Pelik kan...and then arwah tiba2 sakit but she hold it for such a long time without telling people about her sickness (and she doesn't know about the cancer too) until arwah rasa semakin teruk dan suami arwah pun perasan then bawak pergi hospital. Then, barula semua orang tau yang arwah ada cancer and paling teruk, it was in a critical stage. Walaupun I still kecil lagi time tu... I boleh rasa kesedihan yang dialami oleh my mom and anak2 dia yang still kecik lagi. Hingga sekarang kalau I tiba2 teringat arwah I akan sedih. Arwah sememangnya seorang yang sangat2 tabah ketika sakit dan menerima dengan hati terbuka apabila diberitahu yang cancer sudah menular. There was nothing to stop it from spreading and hanya ubat je..itu pun hanya untuk mengurangkan kesakitan yang dialami. After a year of struggling, arwah meningal dunia.

Al - Fatihah buat arwah


Dear October, Why Oh Why?

Oh my god! It's October and I am still unemployed!Tahniah! anda penganggur terhebat! Should I put this in my resume kat achievements section? Hey, untuk menjadi seorang penggangur sangat susah tau. You have to know how to survive...I will not say "gawwwd, I hate my life!"...That is soooo secondary school...ughh...My life as a teenager was over. I am a woman now (woman la sangat)..okay, okay..I am an adult now but unemployed. Got rejected by a few companies and I had a very hard time to cured my sadness...damn you!anda baru sahaja melepaskan seorang wanita yang berkaliber dan berdedikasi. Hmmm...seperti september lepas, saya ulangi...

Dear October, please be good to me...
*crossing fingers*

Tips Kurus Dalam 10 Seconds


Fuh... Dahsyat sungguh title post I...hehe...Well, I don't mean to confuse you with the title. But, hey it works for me. Kalau anda tak nak lose a few pounds sebab sayang sangat dengan lemak2 anda, a better way is to HIDE it. Yeah, hide it girl! I selalu je hide because I love my figure..(hahahaha...love figure la sangat padahal malas nak exercise...)Okay. Berikut adalah tips2 kepada perempuan diluar sana yang teringin nak nampak kurus untuk date pertama or untuk bila2.

1. Wear Dark Dress/Clothes

Thanks to dark clothes, kita boleh hide extra lemak kat badan ni ha..hehe..I rasa dress hitam untuk date pertama sangat2 sesuai tapi untuk dinner je la ye..jangan plak pakai black dress tengahari buta. Tak semestinya dress bewarna hitam sahaja ye. You also can create an illusion dengan pakaian yang bewarna navy blue or maroon as long as it's dark and yang penting sesuai.

2. Vertical Stripes

I selalu avoid pakaian yang mempunyai stripes because ia menampakkan lagi bumper2 di body I ni and I don't like that!Ugh! So, kepada women yang curvy and chubby please, please and please avoid stripes especially horizontal stripes. I suggest vertical stripes. Ia bukan sahaja menampakkan yang anda kurus malah create an illusion of height. Perfect!

3.Boot Cut Jeans


I loveee boot cut jeans. Current style adalah skinny jeans. I suka skinny jean jugak but sejak jadi bootylicious ni, I tinggalkan era skinny jeans (Crying)...tapi it's ok as long as boot cut jeans ada...yeeehaaaa!What I love about boot cut is, it makes you look tall. Boot cut memang sesuai untuk perempuan yang mempunyai peha yang chubby...hehehe...Don't ever wear skinny sebab ia akan membuatkan anda nampak pendek and bulat.

4. Heels/Shoes

Kalau anda seorang yang chubby and short, avoid flat shoes walaupun ia sangat2 selesa untuk dipakai. Ini akan menampakkan anda lebih bulat dan pendek. Gunala heels or shoes yang bersesuian. I personally love wedges sebab ia sangat selesa untuk berjalan2. Kalau anda still nak guna flat shoes pastikan ia mempunyai sedikit ketinggian. Hey, it helps.

5. Pencil Skirts


Classic!and classy too. Pencil skirts are amazing. It creates a perfect look for working women. Jangan risau bagi yang plus size, pencil skirt tak membiarkan anda terkapai2 malah jika anda memakainya oh believe me, anda akan tampak lagi bergaya and looks elegance dengan menghighlightkan curve anda untuk nampak sexy and anggun. Harusla ade satu di dalam wardrobe anda.

6. Makeup

Elemen yang amat penting ye...hehehe...Makeup juga memainkan peranan yang amat penting untuk membantu kita nampak kurus. Yeah!I seorang yang mempunyai round face and cute.(harus bangga). So, I tau what kind of makeup I need to create a perfect illusion. I use bronze makeup and bila menggunakan blusher janganla buat setompok kat pipi macam kartun jepun  ye lebih2 lagi bila muka anda bulat. Sebaik2nya just highlight your cheekbone dan brush keatas untuk memberi ilusi muka runcing konon2.

Ada banyak lagi tau tips and trick untuk nampak kurus. Tapi, I just highlight mana2 yang penting.hehehe...So, apa lagi, cubalah dan anda akan rasa keberkesanannya. :)

Pics : Courtesy of Google

Si Curvy Yang Sexy


Saya adalah seorang wanita yang mempunyai curve. Yes, curvy I am and I’m proud of it. I dilahirkan di dalam komuniti dimana curve sama taraf dengan gemuk. In fact, chubby pun dikira gemuk. I don’t see any kegemukan in there. I feel sexy yeah!(clearing throat) However, that is not my point. I just nak focus pada women out there yang berbadan curvy. Being curvy is not a sin. God made us this way and it is indeed beautiful. Persetankan orang2 yang mengomen body anda tak cantik. I tak cakap kurus itu tak cantik. I just nak women yang berbadan curvy out there to feel good with themselves. I ambik contoh artis la k sebab semua orang kenal. Let see siapa yang curvy. Aha!
Kim Kardashian everybody. Kim once said that she hates her figure and all. Tapi, she started to accept her figure slowly dan mengatakan bahawa sebenarnya lelaki suka dengan perempuan yang mempunyai figure seperti dia ni but because of peer pressure, they are shy to admit it. Curvy women also should celebrate who they are and remember that living happy inside your body makes you a beautiful person too. 
Oh yes of course Beyonce Knowles. She says that she was not born thin and she says that she loves her curve because it makes her feel like a real woman.
 And I love, love, love Jennifer Lopez. Dulu I tak suka sangat dengan JLo coz I think her music sucks..hehe..Tapi, after dia dah ada anak her body nampak lagi sexy and cantik. I rasa kalau I kahwin and ada anak, body I lagi cantik kot..wah..hak3!

 See, curvy is sexy, sexy is curvy. Kalau kita tengok dalam website yahoo! part ‘who wore it better’. Rata2 orang ramai vote woman yang mempunyai extra meat la konon2 and curvy sebab dress yang dipakai nampak cantik je kat badan. Komen2 yang diberikan juga kadang2 buat I rasa lebih yakin dengan diri I sendiri. Kadang2 I suka sangat2 bila bf I puji itu ini sebab he knows me inside and outside. Dia lebih suka I ada curve daripada kurus tak ada meat. So kepada curvy di luar sana. Don't ever feel bad about yourself. Be confident. We are beautiful and sexy!

Pics: Courtesy of Google


 

Plus Size Models?

Semua tahu yang models kebanyakannya sangat2 kurus yang kadang2 looks unrealistic to me. They are everywhere. Kat fashion page, runaway, magazine covers..bla bla bla... and I wonder what is wrong with plus size models? They look good and beautiful too. I myself a plus size woman (eh, woman la sgt) but thanks to my bf, he makes me feel comfortable with myself all the time.:)


So, why don't fashion world interpret style for real women's bodies by having more real-sized women and not those stick-unrealistic-thin type. However, fashion world ada alasan mereka tersendiri tau.

Why Thin Models?
Ini adalah kerana first sample from one designer adalah saiz S. No M or XL ke ape. Designer samples are ONLY come in small sizes. why is that?samples dijahit dengan tangan dan adalah tidak cost-effective kalau di jahit dalam pelbagai sizes. Oleh sebab itulah saiz kebanyakan model adalah sama kerana ia merupakan tugas mereka untuk menjadi 'hanger hidup'. Bagi pereka fesyen plak adalah sangat2 mudah dan tidak menyusahkan mereka untuk mengecilkan baju daripada membesarkan baju. 




Kenapa fashion magazine tends to show more thin models than plus size models?Ini adalah kerana mereka menjadikan ia satu 'inspiration'. Yes memang ramai wanita diluar sana curvy macam I (hey, curvy sexy okay..) Later I tunjuk betapa sexynya being curvy and you should proud of being curvy!Ok, back to the point. Eventhough plus size women are everywhere. Recent study shows that fashion magazine yang banyak picca models kurus2 dijadikan sebagai inspiration untuk menguruskan badan. They are yearning to be slim and slimmer models help them to be inspired.

Oh yes another reason. Because Malaysia doesn't appreciate plus size models. Kat luar negara ada je guna plus size models. Tapi, kat Malaysia still using papan bergerak. I am not insulting k. What I am trying to say is 'change your mind-set'. Perhaps Malaysians are not ready for that because If they are, they'll know how beautiful and powerful a curvy can be.

Pics : Courtesy of Google

5 Jenis Personaliti PMS

What is PMS (premenstrual syndrome). PMS adalah sejenis simptom yang akan menyerang perempuan pada hari ke-7 or 10 sebelum menstruation. Sekiranya period kita delayed maybe 1 or 2 weeks delayed then it'll get worse...kesian kan perempaun. We have to deal with this every month.

Kepada lelaki2 di luar sana...jangan main2 dengan perempuan yang tengah mengalami PMS because you tak tau perasaan and rasa seksanya PMS. wah..

Simptom2 PMS
Ada banyak simptom2 PMs tapi the most common are pimples yang tiba2 wujud, pening kepala, bloated abdomen ( I benci bila bloated...), tender breasts, perubahan selera (tiba2 je berselera and makan banyak macam xde hari esok je...), kaki and tangan membengkak, insomnia, stomach distension...haaa...jangan main ye..and semua simptom2 ni akan menjejaskan mood kita, pastu depress la, oversensitivity, menangis tanpa sebab, kurang kosentrasi dan sebagainya. Mengikut research I, ade 5 jenis personaliti PMS ni. Check this out.

Bloater
I think I jenis yang ni sebab everytime I period, I akan rasa abdomen I bloated rasa macam dah makan and  minum banyak. Sometimes, perempuan jenis ni jugak akan merasa tangan dan kaki membengkak. Salah satu cara untuk mengurangkan bloated ni, I tak akan ambik minuman berkafein seperti coffee because I ni memang coffee freak. So, If I'm bloated, I tak akan ambik lansung. Then, kurangkan pengambilan garam di dalam makanan as this will makes bloating getting worse dan banyakkan minum air banyakkan makan makanan berfiber seperti brown bread.


Weeper
Ni bagi sesiapa yang tiba2 je menangis, depress dan ada juga akan mengalami masalah insomnia. Cara - cara untuk mengatasi adalah kurangkan pengambilan makanan yang berlemak, manis dan garam dan dengan cara yang sihat ini jugak akan membantu mengurangkan masalah kekurangan nutrisi. Kalau boleh ambil supplement yang mengandungi vitamin E untuk meningkatkan kadar metabolisme.

Masalah Fizikal
Simptom2 bagi masalah ini ialah pimples, cramps (period cramps), sakit2 badan or lenguh2. Cara untuk mengatasi masalah ini adalah dengan kurangkan makanan yang berminyak dan kurangkan pengambilan makanan ringan (err..agak susah because I love snacking). Anda jugak boleh pegi spa ke, massage ke..ok what.

Craver
Yes, I am this type.:P.Simptom memang hebat and kadang2 lelaki pun tak faham kenapa perempuan tiba2 merengek nak makan itu ini. I think my sister and mother pun this type sebab kalau dua2 period mesti gila nak makan benda2 manis...ugh!I plak akan craving for choco shake or fast food...hehehe...Sometimes orang yang jenis ini jugak akan mengalami pening2 kepala, loya, or ada yang pengsan. Cara untuk mengatasi masalah appetite ni adalah dengan makan regular meal pada masa yang sesuai dan jangan membiarkan long gap between meals.Try ambik jugak supplement yang mengandungi chromium untuk mengawak blood sugar dan mengurangkan rasa craving tu.


Screamer
Selalu perempuan yang jenis macam ni bila je period akan cepat tension and stress, mood swing, senang nak rasa annoyed, irritate and anxiety. I rasa lelaki patut elakkan jumpa gf anda pada state ni buat seketika...hehehe...Anyway, cara untuk mengurangkan tabiat ini adalah dengan cubalah ambil makanan yang berkanji seperti pasta. Ini akan membantu menstabilkan kandungan gula dalam badan dan memngurangkan mood swing. Supplement yang mengandungi vitamin B6 juga boleh diambil untuk membantu menstabilkan hormon oestrogen.

Pics : courtesy of google

Kenapa Masih Single?

Kenapa I single? I cantik, ada rupa, semua ada. But, why? Why am I still single? Soalan yang sering menghantui para gadis yang cantik and single di luar sana. Pelbagai alasan yang diberikan apabila I bertanya sendiri kepada golongan2 ni. Alasan plak sama je “oh, I belum bersedia lagi” and “oh, tak kisah…cinta akan datang jugak. Tapi, semua tahu yang love is so hard to find. Okay, I just nak share my view je kenapa u still single.
 
Tak ada masa untuk cinta
Just admit it, kita semua perlukan cinta. Cinta sesama ahli keluarga tak masuk k. I am talking about love from the opposite sex. We do need love. Everyone wanted a lovey dovey relationship. Tapi, kita busy la sangat mencari duit dan harta sehinggakan tenaga kita habis untuk mencari cinta. No social life after work or on weekends. To be honest, that is sucks. I didn’t say that I am good in socializing tapi that is the truth. Okay, so u xnak socialize perhaps u pemalu or pendiam. Helloooooo…thanks to mark zuckenberg, we have facebook. Yela…friendster and myspace is so last century kan. Plus, sekarang plak dah ada google+. Social networking site tumbuh bagai cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan tau. So, take advantage of it. Tapi, hati – hati k. Berkawanlah dengan orang yang betul2 menerima anda seadanya dan check latar belakang dia dahulu before you guys go steady.


 
Lelaki budiman pupus
Salah satu penyebab status masih single adalah kerana lelaki yang gentleman, warak and baik (kaya and rupa bonus k…) dah berkurang di muka bumi ni. Oleh sebab ini la kebanyakan perempuan di luar sana takut nak mencari teman lelaki kerana takut disakiti hati or terluka. Bagi mereka, being single adalah selamat. Yes, I admit. Looking for mr right and the right one is very difficult. Kadang2 ada yang forcing themselves to flirt around, pasang banyak2 konon2 boleh pilih macam baju. But, at the end of the day, u sendiri yang terluka sebab not one of them sesuai. Siap ada buat u macam tempat lepaskan nafsu je. Ladies, that is not how u roll. U cannot forcing yourself nak cari lelaki and jeopardize yourself. Pilih jalan yang selesa dan selamat and more manageable. Cinta kadang2 tak perlu dicari. Cinta sejati akan datang dengan sendiri juga. For example, me...:)






Standard tinggi perhaps ladies?
I ada je kawan2 yang cantik tapi single. Want to know why? High standards. Yup, mereka setting their standards too high setinggi langit tau. Ada yang nak kaya la, nak kerabat diraja, ada plak yang specifically nak ada boyfriend yang kerja sebagai engineer. You know what I told them? I told them to be realistic. I tak mempersendakan ‘impian’ kawan2.  It just that if you could lower your standards a bit, you will be happy by now. 

Avoid BTN relationship
Bagi sesiapa yang dah desperado sangat, couple je la dengan sapa2 yang masuk line. No, no, no. Kalau dah jatuh cinta with a wrong person and worse u have to stick with him because he loves u like crazy and would kill himself if u dump him. Ladies, think before you act. Jangan terlibat dengan BTN relationship (Better than nothing relationship). Menurut kata pakar cinta Susan Page “If you are in a transition period and a ‘treading water’ relationship is all you want, then a BTN is better than nothing. But, if a life-long, intimate connection is what you seek, then BTN’s are dangerous. They present a major roadblock to finding true love”.

Anyway, kalau la u cantik and still single maybe ada something yang tak ok kot dengan your personality. Hey, just saying. Kalau u ada kekurangan contoh keyakinan diri or anything, change it! Don’t make it as a blocker or it will block your path in order to find the right one.





 

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